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.::z. 8/8.

elegantly wasted.

i clench my fists and close my eyes

Friday, July 14, 2006

So I saw pics of both of you, hugging and faces touching each other. Nice. How quickly you move on. But I shouldnt be surprised. I shouldnt get angry either. I mean, I remembered writing in my old blog, some points/rules I learnt when you left me 6mths ago, and after that I broke each and every one of those rules by accepting you into my life again when you come crying back. And now its happening again. You left me again last month and now you're telling me he treats you nicely and the relationship is working really well but you cant forget about me and you're asking whether I want to take you back. WHAAAT? I have no more energy to say anything. You wont learn anything anytime soon.

Remember one of Aesop's Fables? Padawan's Version to that Fable is: 3 Chances. And yes, I think this holds true for this one.

I went for a medical checkup at my army camp on Monday. While waiting for my turn to see the doctor, out of all the places imaginable, I saw this stack of pamphlets on the table right beside my seat. It says "Bounce back after breakup - 5 great ways to conquer crisis". In it, are the following points:

1) It will hurt but not forever
2) There are others out there!!
3) Dont stand on a 3-legged stool
4) It's not the end of the world
5) I'm stronger than that

Kudos, SAF! For those who want to know the entire contents of the pamphlet, leave me a comment.

Been busy with the gang. Batam weekend getaway, NDP2006 preview, movies, meals and general merry-making. But all in good, clean fun ya. Lots of other things happened and lots of pics to put up.. soon! I am SO looking forward to August. Going to sign up for the Mizuno Wave Run tonight, as well as the Sheares Bridge Run soon. Considering the Real Run but it looks pretty hard, its x-terrain.

Sigh. Even Ms Crow is in that kind of mood. "But every now and then you come to mind.. "
posted by zul, 10:56 AM

4 Comments:

july 14 2006

u sway i sway everyone fsway.
commented by Anonymous Anonymous, 1:59 AM  
oh c'mon. told u once, twice, thrice and beyond that u r stronger than wat you think. believe u had made the right decision. and stick to it! dun allow urself to be tortured emotionally again. u are worth more than that! :) take care...
commented by Anonymous Anonymous, 3:57 AM  
Yo, bro...
You're one of the sweetest, most thoughtful guys I know... you deserve someone as sweet and thoughtful as you!!!
Look forward to that ;D
commented by Anonymous Anonymous, 9:49 AM  
Hei dun clinch ur fist arh.... juz use machine gun!!!
commented by Anonymous Anonymous, 1:59 PM  

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