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.::z. 8/8.

elegantly wasted.

never again

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I cant seem to pen down my thoughts... Maybe there are too many things going on at the same time that I dont know how deal with them, all squeezed and jumbled up screaming for attention from pieces of loosely connected and overworked brain matter in my head. Sometimes I can feel the pulses throbbing right smack in between my eyes late at night, familiar and tolerated.

my yesterdays are all boxed up, and neatly put away,
but every now and then you come to mind..

A good friend had his wedding ceremony on the 28th. I was again the designated best man cum driver, and I was happy to be helping him out on his big day. It all happened in between the days that pushed me over the edge, on the previous Saturday night and that night after all the guests have left and the wedding hall turned once again into badminton courts. It made me realise a few things I should have a long time ago. My patience has finally run out.

butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
was it you that kept me wondering through this life
when you knew that I was always on your side

We have not contacted each other since. There are no more reasons for me to say anything at all. My life needs some cleaning up and that, I will do with feverish determination. For the skeptics who think otherwise and is just waiting for me to stumble yet again, I take off my hat and smile. It is a scary thought and you have every reason to doubt me.

Have a lil faith in me.
posted by zul, 6:23 PM

1 Comments:

As MY sayin goes "faith defines all & governs our destiny". n THAT is faith within urself, not of others in u.
Have faith in urself, Zully.. i got ur back. may Allah bless u.
commented by Anonymous Anonymous, 5:49 PM  

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